Diagnosed 6 yrs ago, my health has deteriorated so much, out of breath as soon as I do anything. I used to see family all the time I cooked Sunday lunch for everyone all usual things mums do, now I cannot do anything, what is really hurtful noone ever rings to see if I'm ok or need anything. I am at home on my own 24/7 get shopping delivered, never speak to anyone, I wonder what is the point of living. I have come to terms that noone really cares, I wonder how many people are living like this. If I could walk I would go shopping,get involved with groups etc, heart failure sounds just like just something old people get but it's much worse than that, I feel as if I am just waiting to die.