Hi ,
I'm sorry it's been a bit challenging for you lately.
Please know you are not alone. It is quite common to feel scared, angry, or lonely. So many here can relate to the physical and mental toll of living with a chronic condition like HF. I do hope some of our community members will chime in here with their personal experiences.
I believe I responded to a similar post of yours a short while ago and shared a few links that my provide some help. I'm including them again here in case you haven't seen them yet.: https://heart-failure.net/living/anxiety-coping
and https://heart-failure.net/mental-health
In the meantime, please know this community is here for you. Reach out anytime.
My best, Doreen (Team Member)